it's been a lil while since i posted...huh? lol lol

So I had finally decided on a school to go to. It was going to be WCSU! I was going to major in Music Education, and Crystal was going to come along with me. She was going to major in Commmunications, with a minor in Music!!! That was awesome on my part!! I talked her into taking Music as a minor!! We both had an audition date all set up, and we were both waiting for our money to turn in the registration and housing fees.

I had my 21st birthday!!!!!!!! I am finally 21 now!!! It wasn't like I went bar hopping and shit, but it was nice anyways. I went to Chilli's with Crystal, her mom, Nikki, Lindsey, Courtney and my daddy. I had a Tequila Paradise!! It was really pretty...and was almost too pretty to drink. :-) LMFAO! My daddy got a guiness and a black and tan. It was really yummy! I liked both of them!!!!! I can't wait till Crystal and Nikki turn 21!!! Cuz then we could all go to like Mohegan Sun or something like that!! That would be freakin amazing!!! I wish that their birthdays were around the same time as mine, because then we could all go out and party together. Then all my lovely friends and extended family (Mommy, Uncle Stevie, and Mean) threw me a flip flop themed party!!! It was freaking amazing!!! I couldn't believe how much they did to throw me a party!!! I was really legitametly surprised. I love them all for everything they have done for me!!!! They are the best friends that i could ever have!!!!!!! <33333333333333333333333333333333333333


So after much frustration, it was very sad to find out that unfortunately Western is not happening. It's very sad. We both got accepted to the school and auditioned for the music department at Western. I thought everything would be all set, but it turned out that i was told the wrong date for when housing and registration fees were due. It turned out that they were due on April 1st, and we were told they were due on May 1st. Plus my stupid taxes haven't come back yet, cuz there was a stupid problem with that. So unfortunately, now Western isn't happening for this semester. So now i have to stay at Gateway and finish up there. I found out that i only need 2 more classes to get my associates degree from Gateway. It sux, and I hate that school, but i figure i get what i need from that school and then i can get out of that school the correct way. It's a lil sad, cuz i'll be at Gateway by myself, but i'm sure that I'll be fine. So that's really about it. Other than that there is much else to talk about.

So yea, it has been a lil waaaay too long since the last time I posted. It's the start of a new year. It's 2008...it's already been 3 years since I've graduated. It's odd to say that. I started off this new year trying to eat better, but it's been up and down. It's hard, cuz i have to buy stuff, and sometimes my daddy forgets to grab the lean cuisines' for me lol lol

I started my new semester at school yesterday!! I'm totally stoked about it! All my classes are really cool! My piano, bio and Spanish teacher are really cool. I like my English teacher, but i think it's gunna be a bit of a hard class.

Crystal has a politics class that expects her to write a 25 page paper!!! ROFLMFAOANL
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I thought it twas hysterical when I heard that.

Well that's really about it for now, i have to go do my stupid hw for dumb English class....

I shall hopefully update again sometime soon!

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Thanx for fixing my computadora!!! LOL LOL Thanx to both of you who sat at my house u.k.w.u.r <3333 for fuckin six hours. And thanx to the other girlie, **<3333 u.k.w.u.r <3333** for hangin out with me. I is such a happy person to finally have my computer back to myself and have it the way that I want it to. lol lol
things have been a tinge bit boring so far. A lot of work i've been doin though, fuckin christmas season. I love Christmas time, but when you work in retail it's awful. lol lol Strange fact, btw, even though i really hate snow, i seem to go towards anything with cute lil snowflakes on them. Snowflake earring, snowflake necklace, snowflake shirts, gloves, hats, anything really. It's rather funny. :-D

I am going back to school next semester!!! I'm actually really excited to be back in school! I can't wait! So far the only classes that I'm signed up for is Piano II at 8:00 in the morning, and an Elementary Spanish 1, American Lit and Anthropology, I might change some stuff tho.

But not much happened today except for the fact that i worked, got my computer fixed by Evan, Nikki and I played Desperate Housewives with Nikki, and then ended it with an amazing night of hanging out with my bestiiiieess!! <33333333333333333333333333333

Lots of fun, but I am tired, and I should probably head off to bed, but of course, it will be another hour as we all know. LOL

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srrys if i haven't talked to anyone this weekend...
things have been extremely crazy...
Friday started off awesome, but then ended terribly. After I got back from the mall with Crystal, I came home to find out that Dan had been sent to the hospital for something with his stomach. I was soooooo worried, we went to the Emergency room and saw him, it was really scary. He looked extremely weak and he had all of these tubes in him. I felt like i was ready to break down. Then my mom decided to stay overnight with him, so Crystal and I had to have her mom help us find our way back to the highway. But then we made it okay, and hung out till like 11. I couldn't sleep tho at all that night. I went to bed at like 4 in the morning and then i was 45 minutes late to work, which resulted in me being late out of work, and we missed the train that we were sposed to take to NYC. NYC was fun for the most part, but it was pouring when we first got there, and my dad was also a little frustrated this weekend, so we all kept butting heads a here and there. So i mean i just had a rollercoaster of emotions happening this weekened. I saw Dan today and he is looking much better and feeling much better, but they still have to do the scope on him to make sure that there is nothing major in his intenstines. Now I have to go to work, and that is the last thing that i want to do after a weekend like that. Then i'm going to have to come home and clean up our room, because Dan has a roomate moving in, which just adds to more troubles...cuz we're not gunna be able to stay over here anymore...so i'm just a lil screwed up for the time being...i'm sorry if i get cross with anyone, it's just that the stress is finally starting to catch up to me...
just know i loves all of you no matter what!!!
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So yea,
it's been an interesting week and a half since I got my car...
I miss Auntie Donna so much and the silly guy that moved into her house is like changing everything and it's making me extremely upset. I basically grew up in that house, so it makes me sad to see someones else living there. I haven't drive extremely far yet, i think the furthest i drove with it was to Susanne's on post road last week. Other than that, i've only driven it around like Branford.
Things at my house are getting so screwed up. I got in a bit of a fight with Dan the other day cuz I forgot to pick up my mom from work, and she called Dan's job a bunch of times, which resulted in him getting a written warning. He flipped out and took all of his anger out on me. My mom wasn't even pissed that I didn't pick her up, she was more worried about me than anything. I've been trying to give her another chance, but she's not going to change her ways. Yesterday she told me there was a $400 electric bill that had to be paid, and she still hasn't re-registered her car, so she keeps asking me to drive her around. I've been staying away from mine and Dan's house. I'm just so fed up with everything, fed up with the fact that I'm not in school this semester, fed up with the fact that my mother and Dan are making my life a living hell...I'm just fed up with everything (Not with my friends tho, you guys are there for me through thick and thin and I luvvvs you all)
Well I should prolly head out, I'm gunna get to a pay phone to call my Dad, if not I'll just call him when I get to Crystal's house....
oh yea...that's another thing...I know you've all been telling me this forever but i never realized the severity of it....
I SERIOUSLY NEED A CELL PHONE!!!! It's getting out of control...lol lol lol
You guys knew I would fess up to it sooner or later, now that all my bank stuff is worked out, all I have to do is pay off Planet Fitness and then I can start saving the rest of my money for my car (insurance, gas, decorations and such)and a freakin cell phone! LOL LOL LOL
I'm out for now!
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OMG...
It really has been a looong time since I posted to this thing.
Well let's attempt to sum this thing up without filling up someone's entire screen.

I got back from Florida and went straight into camp. There were A LOT of new kids this summer that I did not know their names, and there were some C.I.T's that were campers just a few years back. Man, I couldn't believe that. Camp was the same as usual, dodgeball, knockout, chalk, dumb annoying fights, cute little children attatched to me every waking moment of the day. lol lol
it wasn't that bad. the field trips were fun as usual, and the CT Sun day trip didn't absolutely suck this time around. The kids got to watch the girls CT sun basketball team play and such. It was cute, much better than last year. After that the rest of the summer went by extremely fast.
I saw Harry Potter on the opening night with Crystal and Marissa. Which was amazing. Then I got my book like 2 weeks later. I finished it by Tuesday I think. It was also completely amazing!
Then I found out that Auntie Donna's house sold, and that she is indeed moving to Florida. That makes me extremely upset, I'm gunna miss her not being just a town away. Although two good things came out of her moving. I get her 95 Infiniti G20 for free (psh wait until I register and insure it)and I get to come down and visit anytime i like for a cheap fare. it isn't terrible. maybe we'll be going down to Florida more often now. But either way, I will still miss her dearly... :'-(
Then all of a sudden, camp ended and I was actually very sad. Summer went by WAY too fast this summer! I couldn't believe it.
And in all that time i was stupid and procrastinated with my financial aid, so now I am struggling to find out whether or not I'm going to be getting financial aid this year. And I still need to register and insure my car which is gunna cost something like 220 a month. Which means, if i don't get back to school this semester than I'll have to take up another job in order to pay my car insurance.

Well that is the drama and such in the smallest nutshell possible...srryz if i took up half/more than half or all of your computer screen with my updated journal entry.
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So after a day and a half of driving, we have finally reached Florida. The ride actually wasn't that bad down, but on Thursday night at about 1 in the morning we got a flat tire and had to pull over on the side of the highway. We got off the nearest exit and ended staying the night at a sketchy like Comfort Inn. We woke up at 8 in the morning and went and got a new tire for Daddy's car. Then we got stuck in some more traffic throughout the day and we didn't get to Steppie's house till almost midnight. We went to a Sonic, which made me sooooo happy! It was very yummy and i really liked the blue rasperry coccunut icee, sorry to those that badly want Sonic. I would bring you some back, but it would have to sit in the car for more than 12 hours. lol lol I don't know if you would still want it after that long of being in the car... LOL LOL LOL
Then we got lost in downtown Jacksonville and couldn't find our way to Steppie's house. Courtney was dead asleep next to me, so she missed this really cool lit up bridge. We got to Steppie's house, ate some yummy pizza stuffed chicken, and then went to bed.

This morning we had chocolate chip waffles and then we went to the beach. THE WAVES WERE HUGE! Court got knocked down a few times, my dad got knocked down a few times, and then i REALLY got knocked down... lol lol you will all hear the story when i get back, but i was done after that. LOL LOL

Well i am off to the Jacksonville Landing, which a cool little outdoor mall.
I will update later on this week!

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Lee

School is over! Spring semester is over! No more math and crazy history. I can't believe it. I'm so glad though, I passed Math! I got a C, but that is passing and that's a transferrable grade, so screw you Gateway! WOOT! lol lol
I'm still waiting on everything else, but I'm just glad that I passed math. That was the one i was really majorly worried about. The weather is so
b-e-a-utiful lately! I am loving it! I want to like be outside more and more everyday! I can't wait. And Florida is coming up soon!
Hooray...
well i'm gunna head out for now.
BYES!

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I can't believe how fast this semester went by. It insanity. It doesn't make any sense to me. I have my math final in a half an hour, and I am sooooo nervous about it. I have a page wit like forms and reminders and stuff, but I'm not sure if that will help me. I have my solo concert tonight, which I am a little nervous about only because I was having trouble hitting the notes... but we'll have to see what happens. Crystal, Anthony, Nikki and Evan are all going to be coming to the concert, which makes me extremely happy! LOL LOL
CJ, David, and Eva songs are really cool! It will be fun. I can't believe that school is already over. Alright well I'm gunna go and study more for math.

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Wow...
well things have gotten a little better since that last entry, but they're still not great. Dan moved out of the house, but he still stops in a lot. Last week mommy's car broke, but he fixed it. Now he isn't around as much as he was last week, but he still stops in from time to time. We don't have to move out of the house anymore, personally i think that it was because of Dan. I think that the landlord just didn't like Dan, so now he's like well you guys can stay as long as you keep the noise down. But that still isn't good. My dumbass mother put the 5,000 dollars that she got back from taxes on "CD" as she calls it, so that she can't get to it. That is the dumbest thing she has ever done in her life, because now we don't have enuff money for rent. Her parents already sent her 200 something dollars, and she had the nerve to ask Dan for rent money, and asked my father. Now she wants me to pay her 20 dollars a week, which isn't bad, but there is so much other stuff that i am trying to do. I'm having enuff money problems as it is, and I am trying to save up at least $800 for Florida. It seems near impossible. And i have to help with gas, and buy oil for the car, and buy antifreeze for the car, and just do all this shit, and she's like well if you can't help me then we can't have cable, we can't have a telephone, we can't have electricity. I wish that she would just be fuckin responsible and get a good job. I know i have almost the same problems, but there is still time to save me, she is just a lost cause...
GRRRRRUMBLE

Well off of that note
My birthday was Monday and I am 20! *twirls finger* hooray...
lol lol not quite 21 yet, but that will be an interesting birthday when it happens. My brother has claimed me for a party at his house. LMFAO I got nice gifts from my bestest friends <3 C, N, and E <3 and I had dinner at Olive Garden....mmmmm yummy
Mommy actually gave me a giftcard for my birthday but i told her that i would have rather had her put money towards the rent then get me a birthday present. but w/e.
My sophmore year at Gateway is coming to an end, and the chances of getting into Southern are looking slimmer every day. I looked into what classes i needed to transfer, and i would say that 50% of the classes that i have already taken may not transfer. I have to look more into it. I want to go to Western, but I don't know if I have enough music courses to try and get in there yet. I may want to take a few at Southern first just to experience the bigger classes, because obviously Gateway is not a great place to take choir, it's not terrible, but i would like to experience it at a university first, that would prepare me a little better for classes at Western...
well it is getting towards math class now, so I am going to head out..
Hope everyone enjoyed my long entry. lol lol

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